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Say Goodbye By T-ara(or known as Tiara)


Luv, Courtney Yvonne Soh ^^V

1. Work is a-okay... kinda good
2. Received compliments for my new hair
3. "You look like a barbie doll" "you look cute with bangs" (hehehehe kinda like it although I hate the term "cute")
4. Vincent treated us pizza today
5. Went home together with Jasmine, Juf and friend today
6. No work tmrw(today to be exact)
7. Collecting my $70(1.5 days only lah haha) pay cheque tmr.. pathetic
8. Meeting Clar then Carol tmrw
9. Followed by vocal lesson
10. I'm living life well now... maintaining @ 3 meals a day(some times slightly more)
11. I love 2PM
12. I love T-ara(Tiara)
13. I need to lose weight and buy new clothes.
14. I hate the bodycon trend
15. I hate dressing up recently
16. We don't need to dress to impress... right? ^^v

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Did I mention that I embarrassed myself today...

Grandma: (in hokkien) Do you have newspaper at home?
Me: (in korean) Mo la yo(I don't know)

Haha I was like ah wtheck did I just spoke korean omg today was kinda funny... I was talking to Jasmine then I realised I'm wearing a jacket.. "Eh, since when my jacket's on?" Then right after I went to the ladies with Jasmine, I asked her "I went to the toilet alr right? How come I still feel urgent" Hahaha wtheck right. Oh yes and today there's this new product.. A clock that is powered by water but not battery. Sounds cool right. But anyway, I was promoting this to a guy...

Guy: Is there alarm for this?
Me: Uh unfortunately, nope.
Guy: Ah, I'll wait for the 2nd generation then(HAHA)
Me: Hahahah oh alright
Guy: I thought the clock would actually explode when the alarm rings then the water would be all over you... so that you'll be able to wake up (HAHA WTF)
Me: Then I'll be really happy
Guy: Why?
Me: Cus each and everytime it explodes(like uh everyday), you'll come over to my shop and buy a new one

HAHAH a-okay........

Attempted to get a new hair cut again.. Sigh as usual I look really bad in bangs. But well, had to snip my fringe off seriously.... Been blocking my eyes, damn annoying!

Hehehehe we both can wink ;>

Sorry but I don't really feel like photoshopping my damn face anymore... fat face flat round nose and uneven eyes.

Sigh I don't dare to face the world :< I hate going out !!!

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HahahahahHAhahahahaHAha and guess what, I tried to photoshop this exact picture and I got 18 800 pores instead. Wth !!

Woah mad pissed today...
This couple they walked into my shop then..

Guy: Eh, she look like the who and who ay(i can't rmb the name)
Guy: The more I look at her the more she looks like lor
Guy: But she quite cute right

Then I tried facing the couple with my best view(hahahahha) and when they came nearer...(I can't deny the fact that I love compliments)

Guy: Eh, she look better when she's further away. The nearer the uglier

WOAH what a big blow seriously. Even motivates me more to do ps. They think I won't be able to hear but whispering that loud in front of me isn't that equivalent to saying it in my face :/

2 days ago with Drey and Sonya.

Sorry, h8 to blog nowadays.... Firstly work is pretty pressurizing. Secondly I'm getting sick. Lastly, inferiority really kills. I need to shed 10kg and do something to my face before I step out of my house or even take pictures... I hate looking at my fat legs, I hate looking at my flat & round nose, I hate looking at my small eyes, I hate looking at my fat face, I hate looking at my fat arms, I hate looking at my damn figure, I hate looking at my complexion, I HATE BEING UGLY AND FAT !!!!!!!!! Seriously you won't be able to find any nice features on me... But somehow I'm glad that I don't look THAT bad when the fact that I have very ugly face features... Small slant eyes, round flat nose, chapped lips(ok I'll just drink more water), super fat face(hehe I always edit pictures that I look fat in) Sigh, I don't see any beauty in me... Not even the figure. I need to die.

Maybe I should MIA for a year... come back again next year with new face features ;>
I hope I can get 3 surgeries done.....

Okay was googling on how to have a smaller jaw line then I came across a forum talking about "Why do so many girls hate Asian girls?"

Number 1: MAD PISSED. What's wrong with being an Asian girl with an Asian look?
Number 2: This particular user said "It's simple, really. They are not White. They don't belong in our society. I don't hate them. I just don't want to be around them. Let them keep to their own culture in their own lands and I'll be fine with 'em. "

Hahahah and guess what he/she wrote below?

"Stop the hate"

YEAH RIGHT. It's just like after telling a girl "hey you're ugly" then adding on "oh, no offence tho"


""Exotic asians" indeed. More like slutty asians -- exotic is just a nice way of putting it. My personal theory is that the only reason so many white men view asian girls as desirable is because of the way that the asian porn industry has portrayed them. They'll do anything with anyone (and I mean ANYTHING) and act like they love every second of it. As it is, women in general tend to dislike other women that they think are slutty, so it only makes sense that white girls would have a problem with an entire CULTURE of slutty women."

You don't have to call us exotic asian, slutty asian just because your white men find Asian girls highly attractive

"all the asians girls acted like female dogs"

"To sum it up they're spoiled, cocky, rude female dogs"

Now, YOU are the rude one here.

"They fantasize that a White man like your husband will give them a beautiful White baby like the one you had with him. They desperately hide from the fact that these gorgeous White children can only come from 2 White parents."

Gorgeous white children can only come from 2 white parents. DUH. How can white children come from 2 asian? USE YOUR BRAIN PLZ.

"Higher order asians, like chinks and japs, at the uppermost levels are not so bad. Flips, hmong, laotian, malaysian, indonesian and the various other ring of fire gooks -- yuck!"

Wow, there's even ranking for Asian. So I guess we(Singaporeans) belong to the yucky rank huh.

"Asian women in general are racist. They have an air of superiority, when in all actuality they are, for the most part, nothing but glorified whores."

Who's the racist one.

K anyway, here's the thread: http://www.stormfront.org/forum/showthread.php?t=490269&page=5

Which one is better? I can't decide.... Both looks good to me tho :< Or should I just get both? Hehe. Anyway I'm a US 7 which size should I get? 235mm/240mm?

Met bestie today for a job search. Hopefully I'll get the job, still waiting for their call! It's either working @ far east or as a florist(hehe yay). Hopefully a florist huh huh! Bestie so cute, her chubby cheeks like getting chubbier alr but looks like she lost weight! Sigh, on the other hand I gained weight :<

Oh yes, I lost my make up pouch!!! Damn, first it's handphoneS(note it's plural form not singular) now it's my make up pouch :< There's Estee Lauder, Lancome and all know.... My fav lipstick and my brand new(got it today only) eyeliner they are all in the pouch! AH *slaps*

Btw I love this girl here! I think this version is so much better than Kara's. She's debuting tmrw! Surprisingly under SM(i think).

Hehe pix spam

Hehe done, bye!

No, the main focus is not them but their headphones!!!!!

I think it's around 700SGD not 500SGD! Gosh.
Now look at Elva Hsiao's headphone. $9000 DAMN.

DAMN. I WANT THIS. NOW. Was trying to perfect the color just now and I came up with this three!! Which one looks best? Hehehe.

Urgh omg if only I can order it right now AHHHH
 

As usual, after typing an essay I backspaced everything. Backspaced not just once for this post but thrice.... Dead blog dead facebook dead twitter. Doubt my life's gonna change for the better unless I meet a new group of friends that really treats me as a close friend. Or fufilling my dream of getting into yg/sm/jyp. Either way I'll definitely become 10x happier. Almost backspace everything again. Shan't go any further before I start backspacing again. Why is it that I hate blogging so much now.........................

 

Hahahaha okay I find this very funny.

Hehe can't wait to go back to my vocal class! And and Resonate 2009's coming... I think I'll be going this year with Dawn most probably :> Btw I'm so addicted to the song I Don't Care(the one in my blog now) kept replaying it!

Cause I don't care eh eh eh eh eh~
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh~

On a sidenote.... I seriously embarrassed myself a few days ago! Thought it was Eva's birthday so I typed one whole chunk of message and sent her. I think she didn't wanna embarrassed me so she even said thx AHH which made me more embarrassed whenever I think of that!!! On 31st oct when I was with Shirley I was like "Hey text Eva uh, her birthday today" and she's like "huh? i thought her birthday's over? I even gave her a present"
JJANG!!!

Hahahhahahaha omg I'm having stomach ache alr!!
Btw guys go www.exampaper.com.sg for O Level Math p2 answers! :>
 

Facebook's horoscope reads:

Courtney,
You need some time out with friends, clubs or groups of people, but for some reason you don't feel comfortable in crowds right now. Your emotional energy is swinging wildly from one end of the emotional spectrum to the other, sometimes over a space of minutes.

Very true huh. Oh yes btw guys y'all can contact me now, decided to get connected again haha. I'm finally using a phone now yeah ;>

Omg, Yunho's acting debut!!!!!!!!

How can anyone not like Yunho seriously...... He can sing very well, dance very well, act very well......
Most importantly, DAMN CUTE <3